Fear of Change
July 2, 2007
I seek change and I fear it. I feel alone and worry about losing friends. I’m tired of the entanglements of so many things while knowing I’ve come this far and gained almost nothing along the way. I know my own insufficiencies intimately. There’s a kind of comfort in them as there is in the rattle of useless cans in a grocery bag, as there is in the book I keep filled with the fading photos of smiling people whose faces and happy laughter I’ve long since forgotten.
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July 2nd, 2007 at 6:37 pm
If you were happier about it all I’d say you were getting pretty zen with this one. Others may find an enlightenment in these words despite angst you feel.
Peace.